Monday, December 28, 2009

Choices Choices

It's a pretty short post, because its late, I'm tired (I promise to press the 'publish post' button after I type this, just to keep things fresh) and I have exactly 12 more hours to decide which uni I should go to. 

It's a pretty close battle. My parents are like 'it doesn't matter, whatever uni is good'. And here I am, babbling over residency, overseas-trained doctors bla bla bla.. wtf

I really do hope God guides my life on this one. It's my future we're talking about here, right? I mean, I got into 2ND YEAR MED  and I'm going to f-ing rejecting it. It's like demolishing Rome that was built for years. (oh wait, someone did.. haha, nevermind, mind my weird analogies pls)

Yeah, it's sinking in. And I'm getting crazy.

The last time I thought I was crazy was when I did one year at Otago. I mean, why gamble for something that clearly tells you that you won't win? But I did and I got in. I could have easily settled in a medical university in Malaysia, with my same group of friends, with an environment not much difference than what I have in Hong Kong. Will I be as lucky this time? Again, I walk into the unknown, not knowing how my medical journey would be like.

If I had chosen Otago, it's going to be so much easier for me. Visa application, accommodation problems, etc.

Now I have flat agreements due... visa applications untouched... flight tickets not arranged.

WHY CHOICES??? WHY???

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