Thank you

It's 4.33 am. Another brief moment of pain in my abdomen.. I just can't sleep, with all the chest pains and deep breaths. Sometimes I believe, that if I stop thinking about breathing, I might just stop breathing... It's scary, having to go to sleep one night and wondering if you are going to wake up in the morning. I don't tell people about my problems, I really don't, but this is genuinely for the purpose of this blogpost.

Sometimes I just wonder, why would God choose this time? This very time, the time when everything in the future lies within this exam, to find out that I could possibly develop asthma symptoms when I'm over anxious. I'm not too sure on this...

I look outside the window. And I see snow. Not the type of snow you would see last year, it was the light, fluffy snow that I always watched on TV but never witnessed with my own eyes. And then I thought, just how many Malaysians get to see such beautiful snow like this?

Maybe God has blessed me, but I just never took notice or realised how much he graced me with His presence. There is a Chinese proverb, those born in prosperity will never know they are prosperous.

So here it is, a chance to say thank you to everyone who has supported me thus far. Thank you for those who have been my friends over the past few years, those who accepted my flaws or who I am...

4.48am
time to try to get back to sleep. Forgive me for this random blogpost, I just got inspired somehow. ^^